啊!! 真讨厌的一天.....

today i have the worst nightmare ever.........

yesterday nite got scolded from parent...

today afternoon get scolded by grandma and my mom two of them keep on argue on me ..

and all blamed on my accident on two year ago...

while that have to make the hard decision at all....

while dad pay for my further study fees or uncle pay for my further study fees..

so hard to make a decision coz my dad dislike my uncle and my grandma too!!

arh where can i get a angle to help me??

haha... angle maybe somewhere near me now...

hmm... today raining again coz i'm cry and the angel in the sky to pity me that turn it tears to rain to make me feel that i not lonely at all...

hmmm so tired in the early morning...

hmm .... a new day wake up in the morning !!

so tired look like i'll be fall back and sleep again soon !!

today got a lot of IT courses book to read just to make sure i'm ready to work on 28th Dec 09 ..

CompTIA A+ and CompTIA Network + ah that a lot of pages need to read...

hmm i have a lot to learn more on these two book hope when

i'm reading i'm won fall a sleep again ..

still have 9 day to go i'll be 18 years old .... not fair coz my birthday is after Christmas .....

bye got to start reading....

hmmm so tired at all...

so stupid and look like a dummy the whole afternoon..

just to wait there to get some personal information to create a new email account ....

that is very simple and can to it in few second only...

but it make me wait the whole afternoon..

hate it make me look like a puppy only when the owner want to play only that it will call you...

wait there util fall asleep there too..

so tired making me rush there for a simple thing ....

what la the people thing arh...

and my mom is dragging me crazy for create a new email account for her this friend

almost everybody also know to create a new email account ...

what la my mom just ask people to her thing only and don't care about the another people feeling..

hmm sleepy now got to go .....

the only thing in my mind right now...

is to let go angel ...

free angle from me...

i have no choice but to free angle..

seem like i have no the right one who own angle ...

live without angle anymore..........

i back to loneness by myself .........

now i have loss everything i had own before ,including some of my memories too...

i can't remember what have happen before...

now in my is emptiness and very tired to all the stuff....

my main is to go ktar to study diploma graphic design course that take 2years and another 4 month...

hmm a new day

At last everything is end ...

seem that i have own something that is not belong to me from the start..

now i have to let go in favor return the freedom to it ....

i won cry again for me own good and my promises...

as friend that what he wish for ....

Good bye my memories and keep in my broken heart ...

smile always to make the younger girl happy !!

the time have come to the end of the story ....

i think i'm to selfish at all keep in for myself ...

so good bye angel at last i free your freedom...